Now I know Life Stories aren't always cared, but.

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Now I know Life Stories aren't always cared, but.

Post by JoshN0S » Thu May 15, 2014 6:20 pm

This year, I reunited with my sister for the first time in 12 years.

She has my old account, I bring this up because while I've been playing things like Second Life, or giving the computer to her and letting her play, I've noticed some people don't realize it's not my account anymore.

I wanted to give everyone a heads up on that.

My brother Brett, better known as Gunner, or TheEliteOne, has a job at a computer hardware store, and has since moved on in life, we've talked sometimes, but he's busy a lot.

I turned 17 May 7th... and it was the worst birthday of my life.
No one showed up, a party got ruined at school, and I got falsely accused of something at school, which ruined my mood.

Anyways, I'm back now, and I'd like to rekindle old relationships.

Including 2 key people that I've wronged in the past, I think they know who they are.

If not the hint- One's from Japan, the other was born the same day as me.

I really have come to understand from maturing how stupid I really was.

Yes, not everything I did is forgivable. But I want to create new memories and make a better future.
Not live on regret and the troubled past.

I look forward to getting to know you guys again, and also excited to be able to do it with a new view on life.

Yours Truly,

Joshua Lee Hunter a.k.a. Xaroquan

P.S.

Ant, mind switching my stats from my other account? Kinda gave it to my sister lol.
Mostly because I've been doing more than gaming, as that was the problem before.

oh, and an re-invitation to the Gravity Riders group would be much appreciated. :D

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Post by Aya » Fri May 16, 2014 2:53 am

I understand you have a lot to go through in your life and I always forgive you if that makes your life easier.
I would just say that good luck on your life.
I am not planning to do the same stuff all over again.
This type of stuff (apologizing on chat,long pm msg,making a post like this.. etc) made me tired good.
I'm not a teenager like most people on this community and I now feel I'm too old for these type of dramas.
So I barely online now,focusing on real life and that has been very nice to me.
So yea,good luck in wherever you go.
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Post by JoshN0S » Fri May 16, 2014 7:03 am

Aya wrote:I understand you have a lot to go through in your life and I always forgive you if that makes your life easier.
I would just say that good luck on your life.
I am not planning to do the same stuff all over again.
This type of stuff (apologizing on chat,long pm msg,making a post like this.. etc) made me tired good.
I'm not a teenager like most people on this community and I now feel I'm too old for these type of dramas.
So I barely online now,focusing on real life and that has been very nice to me.
So yea,good luck in wherever you go.
Well, I've been away a lot too.
I just really wanted to be able to talk to you again cause I do respect you.
I'm glad to hear your doing good in life too Aya.

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Post by Snoap » Fri May 16, 2014 10:15 am

RIP steam uninstalled, RIP gaming :-*
Crushed dreams and broken hearts!

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Post by Xseba360 » Fri May 16, 2014 10:27 am

Xaroquan wrote:I turned 17 May 7th... and it was the worst birthday of my life.
No one showed up, a party got ruined at school
This is why I'm not making birthday parties anymore, not worth the effort.

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Post by Aya » Fri May 16, 2014 11:21 am

Snoap wrote:RIP steam uninstalled, RIP gaming :-*
Isn't life peaceful without it? xD
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Post by Peter Brev » Fri May 16, 2014 1:03 pm

No more Killing Floor?

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Post by Aya » Fri May 16, 2014 1:41 pm

I still play games ;)
I just don't go online unless I wanna join someone.
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Post by Snoap » Fri May 16, 2014 4:09 pm

Aya wrote:
Snoap wrote:RIP steam uninstalled, RIP gaming :-*
Isn't life peaceful without it? xD
I've so much more time that can be spent more wisely.
150 days have I spent on HL2DM, I feel like it was time poorly spent. I'm trying to achieve something now, if I succeed it will mean I won't use the computer for 'games'.

It has always been a pleasure playing with the cool people, but as many people we change and for me I feel like I'm changing for the better. The time where I used to yell "Na kaleni, suka!" is over. It'll always be hard to say goodbye, to people you feel like you've gotten a special bond with, but that's how life is.

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Post by You Noob » Fri May 16, 2014 4:49 pm

Snoap wrote:
Aya wrote:
Snoap wrote:RIP steam uninstalled, RIP gaming :-*
Isn't life peaceful without it? xD
I've so much more time that can be spent more wisely.
150 days have I spent on HL2DM, I feel like it was time poorly spent. I'm trying to achieve something now, if I succeed it will mean I won't use the computer for 'games'.

It has always been a pleasure playing with the cool people, but as many people we change and for me I feel like I'm changing for the better. The time where I used to yell "Na kaleni, suka!" is over. It'll always be hard to say goodbye, to people you feel like you've gotten a special bond with, but that's how life is.

Shalom aleichem. ~ You might want to google.
Proovie I understand you and I just want to thank you for the time we spend together. Hopefully we can meet each other in real live. Now when we live so close to each other (only if you want no pressure).

You have always been one of my best friends on steam always being there for me. Cared me in bad times, helped me with a lot of stuff. I just want to say thank you for every think you helped me with.
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Post by SuperNovaX » Fri May 16, 2014 5:54 pm

Xseba360 wrote:
Xaroquan wrote:I turned 17 May 7th... and it was the worst birthday of my life.
No one showed up, a party got ruined at school
This is why I'm not making birthday parties anymore, not worth the effort.
Smart idea. I stopped having a birthday party when I was like 13. They are pointless honestly.
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Post by Demon » Fri May 16, 2014 5:55 pm

SuperNovaX wrote:
Xseba360 wrote:
Xaroquan wrote:I turned 17 May 7th... and it was the worst birthday of my life.
No one showed up, a party got ruined at school
This is why I'm not making birthday parties anymore, not worth the effort.
Smart idea. I stopped having a birthday party when I was like 13. They are pointless honestly.
12 here. I don't like birthdays because I hate people walking around my house.... .-.

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Post by Aya » Fri May 16, 2014 8:27 pm

Snoap wrote:I've so much more time that can be spent more wisely.
150 days have I spent on HL2DM, I feel like it was time poorly spent. I'm trying to achieve something now, if I succeed it will mean I won't use the computer for 'games'.

It has always been a pleasure playing with the cool people, but as many people we change and for me I feel like I'm changing for the better. The time where I used to yell "Na kaleni, suka!" is over. It'll always be hard to say goodbye, to people you feel like you've gotten a special bond with, but that's how life is.

Shalom aleichem. ~ You might want to google.
You're one of the smartest boys I've met so I'm sure you didn't waste any time and you can be anything you want in your future ;3
And I will most likely move again this year and Germany is on the list so I will visit you if I will ;3 (and Nihi ofc)
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Post by Stuntman0007 » Sat May 17, 2014 1:55 am

SuperNovaX wrote:
Xseba360 wrote:
Xaroquan wrote:I turned 17 May 7th... and it was the worst birthday of my life.
No one showed up, a party got ruined at school
This is why I'm not making birthday parties anymore, not worth the effort.
Smart idea. I stopped having a birthday party when I was like 13. They are pointless honestly.
*random side note* I stopped having parties and just stayed at my house with family since I was like, 10-ish. Never really liked birthday parties :p.
Xaroquan wrote:Yes, not everything I did is forgivable. But I want to create new memories and make a better future. Not live on regret and the troubled past.
Honestly, I feel that almost everything can be forgiven. (I say almost because well Hitler and shit but just take it as everything) People constantly learn and change, and to not let something go just holds both people back.

I've never been one for drama, I've always never gotten involved (both due to never really being all that popular with anyone and how I act) and I try to help resolve problems so they don't get over-exaggerated in that typically middle-school-mentality way like they can.
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Post by Peter Brev » Sat May 17, 2014 4:09 am

I never made any birthday parties either because people suck.